Thank you for Smoking

No...this is not a review of the movie of the same name...tho I do have it on my XHD...but it's just sitting there collecting dust at the mo'...

No......I just think I need a fag.......ooo! pun potential....in both senses of the word.....I mean, really...what's a fag hag suppose to do without a fag to hag??

But yes...smoke....ciggies.......I don't really need it.....nor want it actually.....but the very action, notion and thought of it....just makes me less stressed.....plus....it's a social tool!! It is!!!

I mean...if you're a smoker and a silent type...you can sit with a group all day and not say a word...coz you're smoking....you won't be considered as anti-social! It's a legitimate response!! Need an ice-breaker?..ever heard of the line..."You gotta light?" ??!!!

But really....the thought of smoking just makes me ill sometimes......and it's a good thing! Plus it'd be a waste for me to buy my own cigs.....they'd just go stale before I finish smoking them...coz I lack the drive to smoke....coz I don't need it......

But yea....smoking........it's a social tool....event.....people gather at the office smoking spot to gossip and bitch........people pour their hearts out while they smoke.....my wanting to smoke probably has more to do with me not wanting to be left out than the act of smoking itself....

So now I only smoke with one person.....because he is the most important aspect of my life in which I do not want to be left out from.....I want to be included in his life.....and so I include myself by smoking with him.....sharing a cig so he won't smoke too much or waste that cigarette.....

Girls are dumb creatures......dumb creatures indeed.